See the Sun Set in the Hand of the Man

2009, you almost had me...

2009-12-25T23:38:03Z

Merry Christmas One and All
From All of us at the Life Preposterous ^_O

2 1/2 years

2009-10-30T05:38:10Z

Well, hmm...this sucks. Cathartic and horrible at the same time.

It's been rattling around in my mind, so I'll post it here.

2009-10-23T18:28:34Z

Nightclub

Billy Collins

You are so beautiful and I am a fool
to be in love with you
is a theme that keeps coming up
in songs and poems.
There seems to be no room for variation.
I have never heard anyone sing
I am so beautiful
and you are a fool to be in love with me,
even though this notion has surely
crossed the minds of women and men alike.
You are so beautiful, too bad you are a fool
is another one you don’t hear.
Or, you are a fool to consider me beautiful.
That one you will never hear, guaranteed.

For no particular reason this afternoon
I am listening to Johnny Hartman
whose dark voice can curl around
the concepts on love, beauty, and foolishness
like no one else’s can.
It feels like smoke curling up from a cigarette
someone left burning on a baby grand piano
around three o’clock in the morning;
smoke that billows up into the bright lights
while out there in the darkness
some of the beautiful fools have gathered
around little tables to listen,
some with their eyes closed,
others leaning forward into the music
as if it were holding them up,
or twirling the loose ice in a glass,
slipping by degrees into a rhythmic dream.

Yes, there is all this foolish beauty,
borne beyond midnight,
that has no desire to go home,
especially now when everyone in the room
is watching the large man with the tenor sax
that hangs from his neck like a golden fish.
He moves forward to the edge of the stage
and hands the instrument down to me
and nods that I should play.
So I put the mouthpiece to my lips
and blow into it with all my living breath.
We are all so foolish,
my long bebop solo begins by saying,
so damn foolish
we have become beautiful without even knowing it.

So much has happened

2009-08-12T20:45:32Z

hey there faithful readers, well it's been some time since my last update, ne?
Things with me have been up and down. Finished school thus ending my Junior year at USM. After much thought on the matter I decided NOT to change my major. I bitch about theater at USM quite a bit but over all I love my group of friends there and have faith that I can and will be cast in shows outside of school.
Summer has been a whirlwind of activities. Firepits, swimming, beaches, cookouts, fireworks, drinking, moving, and just taking the time to look up at the sky and breathe. I've hung out with an assortment of friends this summer and it's been great just hanging out and seeing different people that I might not hang out with during the school year as much. Chris, Mel, Dan, Katrina, Joe, Bill, ect.
Portcon 09 was as fun as always. We were back in South Portland this year and even though I wasn't strictly on Security (I doubled up on Boff Staff) it was great to see all my friends I usually only get to see once a year. The rave was a blast, Mick really busted his ass to make it look and sound good. Despite being violently ill one morning when I had a shift out at the Boff Tent, things went pretty smoothly for me. I look forward to next year's PCM even though I might not be in the state at that point and alot of the longterm staffers won't be there.
This summer has also been very challenging as well. For starters I lost a friend of mine back in April. James was killed in a car accident out in California and it was a hard time. However seeing everyone at his wake and knowing we were all going through roughly the same thing helped me (and I think all of us) deal with it together. Some old grudes we're mended or put into action to be mended between people and even though it was a sad time, it was great seeing a lot of friends that don't really spend time together anymore.Also Dave, my mom's husband, is back in jail and possibly for a good amount of time this time around. He was arrested for a probation violation and may do up to 3 years. It's been really hard on mom which has had her drinking again. She goes in bouts where she'll be hammered for a week and then fine for two weeks only to repeat the process all over again. It has been really hard on me too, trying to help her while when she doesn't want to be helped. She's also being evicted from her apartment because of how much she's fucked up there since my aunt died (5 years ago last month). I've been trying to help her find new places to move into but it hasn't been easy.
In addition to all the drama going on this summer has seen a spike in my depression. I never use to have problems during the summer, it was usually only during the late winter/early spring but this year has been very hard. I'm sure money concerns are a HUGE factor in it, also the fact that until a few days ago I didn't have a job since October. This past October was hard and I feel like I'm still trying to recover from it (in all aspects of my life). The spring was a little better but, like I stated earlier, this summer has been rough. Partly it's not seeing Jess very often. She lives in MA and has been super sick since April which means she doesn't come up to Maine often. Also because I've been straight up broke I haven't been able to get down to MA very often. I think this summer we've seen each other maybe a half dozen times (maybe a little more). Also for various reasons there were times we can't talk on the phone (earlier she was in VA doing a job in a 0 reception zone and more recently I haven't had a cell). The lack of conversation and seeing each other gives my paronia and crazy tendecies pleanty of time to fester and make mountians out of mole hills. Earlier in the summer I had convinced myself that she was done with me and wanting to breakup. It all seems so silly in hindsight but these neurouses take hold and make me feel like screaming. Oh well things are better right now, I mean there are a few things we need to talk about but nothing earthshattering (and we have been talking more recently which is great).
Well that's all for now faithful readers. Til next time
-Token

decisions, decisions, decisons.

2009-05-13T19:43:42Z

just one more 4 page paper and i'm done with my junior year.

thinking about changing my major to history next semester and getting out of here in 4 years instead of 5 and a half like i would in Theater.

hmm still not sure what i'm doing.

really looking forward to the summer.

Way to go

2009-04-30T19:33:35Z

Yay! Gay Marriage Bill passed in the Senate today!

level up

2009-04-23T04:52:06Z

22 today

so much but so little

2009-03-25T19:32:01Z

so five weeks since my last update, funny it doesn't feel like its been that long.

well last time i posted, jess had just been up for our anniversary and was heading home.
i enjoyed the rest of my feb. break and just kind of hung out with some of my friends doing nothing. school started back up and so did rehearsals for the show i'm in that opens in april. its called The Distance From Here and its a dark one. i love this play, but goddamn it does get under your skin and make you remember shit best left forgotten. Rehearsals have been going well and the play is really coming together. We open april 10 and close on the 12th. i'll let y'all know when tickets are availible and for how much.

school is overall going well. i'm doing well in my classes and i just found out that they've changed the requirements for a theater major at usm so i might be able to get out in 4 years after all. i'll probably end up taking some summer classes and a couple of winter courses this year to make sure i'm caught up on my core requirements and what not. i also am entertaining the idea of going to the Reader's Theater workshop which is in toronto this year (sadly no London this time around). I've also been chatting with my buddy Moberg about going to Africa with him in August and doing voluneteer work in Kenya for a few weeks. The trip is relativly cheap and it would be good to do some traveling. It's always been my way of thinking that Africa is a bad place (not the people per se but the continent itself) and that everything there will kill you if given the chance. also they have some HUGE spiders there, but the more i think about it the more i feel like i should go. if i can do something over there that makes life a little easier for anyone, then why the hell shouldnt i. im gonna try and haggle to see if i can get some sort of credit over there if i keep a journal or something. who knows?

life is life. it goes on. still in a crisis about money, no job=no money (surprising isn't it?). bounced my rent check this month and then had to borrow 200 bucks from my mom to cover for it. now i'm worried that the rent check i just resent will bounce too so i'm scrambling to make sure it doesnt. i dont want to even think about where april's rent is going to come from. HOWEVER i did just get an email back about a job that sounds pretty promising. i'm gunning for a baggage porter posistion at Concord Coach Lines, the bus station up the street from my house. it would only be weekends (which im cool with) but the payrate is 10/hour and it seems like pretty easy work. if i can pull in over a hundred a week i'll be set. also school is almost over so once i'm done with my show i'll have some more time open. i really hope i get this job and can start making money soon.

in other life news, my mom is getting married. well not "married" married but her and her boyfriend want to be unoffically married. they also asked me to do it for them. as a pagan i can do a handtying ceremony which seems to be what they want. i'll probably make up a certificate and write a nice little speech. they're thinking sometime in april, probably closer to my birthday and we'll do a joint celebration.
which reminds me: my birthday is fast approacing (well maybe not fast but its coming up). 29 days left of being 21. its weird thinking that i've been 21 for almost a year now. it always seemed like it was an age that was so far away.

who wants to do something on my birthday? jess can't be up so the plan right now is probably sitting at home doing nothing.

been talking to liz (my godmother) and she wants me to get a car at some point soon. as much as i'd like a car i'm in no financial shape to own one. couldnt afford anything for it if i did have one. having a car would open up job opportunities for me as well.

just a little over a month and a half til school's done. summer plans are probably going to involve working my ass off and trying to find another place to move into once my lease is up.

thats all for now faithful readers.
-token

2 Years and Counting

2009-02-17T15:28:17Z

So yesterday was mine and Jess' 2 year anniversary. To celebrate she came up Friday afternoon when I got out of work and we (along with Sean) went out to the Old Port and hung out for a bit. Got some coffee and comics with Sean, cause it had been a while, and then went for Thai food at Thai Chef Buffet (which if you haven't checked out yet do it!). After we went and saw USM's production of Moonchildren. It was alright but I'm not a big fan of the script. Jess and I talked about it on the ride over to the cast party and then socalized when we got there. Didn't stay too long.
Saturday we got up eventually and went downtown to watch the Common Senses play at monument square. It was cold but the guys sounded good and we met up with the Burrito Night crew. Watched the show and then peaced out to get supplies for dinner (which I was making). Got home, watched some Ghost Hunters and ended up having dinner around 8ish. It came out pretty good for my first real attempt at cooking. Watched a little more tv and then went to bed.
Sunday we got up and ended up going over to my mom's for lunch/dinner. It wasn't too bad even though my mom was drunk I think. Her and Dave were pleasant and Ja was there too. Left mom's and went and saw Coraline in Westbrook. We both enjoyed it, but afterwards Jess' car wouldn't start. Ended up being the battery and we called Erol to come jump it. Drove home and watched some movies before going to bed. Noticed there was something weird with my deadbolt on the front door but figured I'd have the landlord look at it Monday.
Monday we got up and went for lunch with Erol to Becky's Diner. Luke's family was down and I reminded him about the deadbolt and to NOT lock the door when he left. After lunch we get back and of course, Luke's locked the door and I'm unable to unlock it. Erol and I tried to get in any way possible for an hour before Luke got home. Of course he couldn't unlock it either and after almost 2 hours of waiting to get Jess' stuff out of the apartment, I finally told her to just head out and that Erol and I would drive it down once we could get in. Eventually Luke's uncle was able to bust the deadbolt out and we could get in. Luke went to buy a new one, and Erol, myself, and Joe went down to Methuen with Jess' stuff. Got down there, hung out and ate dinner, then came back. Got home and crashed.
Today I have work in the Portland Comp Lab until 5 and then I have rehearsal in Gorham from 6:45 until whenever. Tomorrow is going to be a day of trying to find a job, any job that's close by.

til then faithful readers,
-token

this is one of the many reasons why i love Jess

2009-02-04T02:15:39Z

Talking about possible theater jobs:

Me (8:59:44 PM): which theater/

Me (8:59:46 PM): ?*

Jess (9:00:02 PM): TriArts Sharon Theatre (CT)

Me (9:02:30 PM): cool

Me (9:02:40 PM): they have tri in the their name

Me (9:02:51 PM): maybe your job will be to manage a piece of the triforce

Jess (9:03:06 PM): lol

Jess (9:03:08 PM): I WISH

Me (9:04:09 PM): you could be a zora

Me (9:04:26 PM): im sorry it would never work between us, im scared of lake hyrule

Jess (9:04:44 PM): I'm alright - I have good water flippers

Jess (9:04:51 PM): lifting rocks is always my issue

Me (9:05:12 PM): i could do that though, i got this braclet and ever since then, i can fuck rocks up

Me (9:05:16 PM): and bombplants

Jess (9:05:19 PM): hmm

Jess (9:05:24 PM): can I borrow it sometime

Jess (9:05:27 PM): ?

Jess (9:05:38 PM): I also have a fire wand that's pretty cool

Jess (9:05:42 PM): and an ice one to match

Me (9:05:50 PM): thats bitchin

Me (9:05:59 PM): i only got this lame boomarang

Jess (9:06:04 PM): I had a mushroom once

Me (9:06:13 PM): and i had to trade like a dozen bananas to a money and a crocadile for it

Jess (9:06:14 PM): but it got turned into magic druggie powder

Me (9:06:26 PM): some dude ate my magic toadstool

Me (9:06:40 PM): well he was a raccoon that turned into a dude

actf

2009-01-31T01:32:30Z

so i'm currently on the downeaster on my way to haverhill and then off to Fitchberg, MA for ACTF. this year the whole department didn't go down so i'm taking some time away from maine to go to the festival and also (more importantly) to see jess. i am so excited to see her (even though its only been like 2 weeks since last we hung out). its really hard when we're not toget\her (for me) and i feel like all i do is think about the next time i'm going to see her. i'm hoping she gets work in Maine this summer so that i can see her a lot more and possibly live together again (pending on our situations at the time). i'm counting down the days until i'm out of college and can move. i mean i know its important to have fun now and enjoy college because the real world sucks (yadda yadda) but i feel like i'm ready for it. i'm ready to work most days and to come home at night craming lines or working on a design, but really none of that will bother me too much as long as she's there at the end of the night with me.

i know, kinda sappy, ne?

in other news, classes are going well and i'm actually enjoying most of them this semester. drama lit sucks, thats a given but otherwise i dont hate any of my classes. i think this might be the semester where i can prove to everyone that i really am a good student and pull off honor roll. i'm far from dean's list but hey, academics were never my bag baby.

also i've been slowly getting back into manga, in the last 2 weeks i've read all of Bleach (thats out) and gotten caught up in Naruto. currently i'm trying to get caught up on Full Metal Alchemist (a personal fav) and i think im going to tackel Beserk next (if i can find it online).

overall (aside from money issues which is nothing new with me) my life is going well. i've gotten back in touch with Kat, and i think im mending some mistakes that i've made there. despite the shit i put her through she really was/is one of my better friends. it feels good to have her back in my life (to some extent). I feel that a lot of my past mistakes i'm starting to be correct and that i'm on the way to being a decent person (for reals). ever since i really started practicing being a pagen i've been more in touch with the feelings of those around me and how heavily i influence people. i mean becoming a pagen didn't suddenly make me wake up and go "hey i should be sensitive to other people" but it helped me really be aware of my presence. the days are coming when people like me are going to be needed.

well thats enough of that, and that's it for now.
love and peace.
-token

a new years resolution

2009-01-08T21:47:13Z

so i never really stick to my new years resolutions but i think this year i'd like to get back into drawing.

off to see Blue Man Group on saturday in Boston with Jess. Looks to be a great time and I'm really happy about getting to go down and hang out with her some more. Tuesday I was really bored and realized i didnt have anything really to do in Maine so i jumped a train down to Haverhill to spend some time with her. spur of the moment travel plans: gotta love em.

Classes kick off in about a week or so and I'm not really excited to go back but at the same time it would be nice to get back into the swing of things on campus. Spending too much time in the apartment is no good especially when I still don't have a job ( gotta turn in some more applications and continue the job hunting)

til next time faithful readers

-token

same old same old

2009-01-01T05:33:02Z

HAPPY NEW YEARS from all of us at the Life Proposterous

here's hoping 2010 starts out better then 2009

hey

2008-12-26T00:47:24Z

Merry Christmas to all from all of us at the Life Proposterous!

turkey stuffing?

2008-11-25T01:15:00Z

show is now over, over all i felt it went well. a big thank you for those of you who came to see it, i know i wasn't really in it for very long but i'm glad you all seemed to enjoy it.

all i have is two classes tomorrow plus 3 hours of work on gorham campus and then i'm officially on thanksgiving break. wednesday should be fun, as my family (mom, kevin, shannon, and ja) are coming over for dinner a day early. then after dinner kevin is driving me down to Methuen so that i can do thanksgiving with jess and her family. i'm really looking forward to it (albeit a bit nervous). jess has to work wicked early black friday but should be out around 1ish, then after we're going to hang out, maybe see Twilight and then i'm on the 5:45 train back to Maine. Saturday is a day of trying to find a job (i'm broke and still unemployed in the real world) and then trying to get some home work done sunday.

now jess is done at Northshore (she was doing costumes there for two full shows) i'm hoping i'll get to see her more often. before our work/show schedules were pretty hetic but i'm hoping to see a lot more of her this winter. things (as far as i can tell) are going well between us, she came up to see the show last week and spent a couple of days with me. it was good times and she ended up cooking dinner for myself, luke, and moberg. i still haven't reached any decisions on whether or not i should move to MA (been thinking about it weighing the pros and cons) i think i'm gonna finish out this year and then see what things look like for the summer. money and credit transfers are going to factor heavily but like i said, right now im just sort of playing it by year. I only have at most 3 semesters left at USM so i might just bite the bullet and finish things out there.

anyways faithful readers, thats all for now.
in case i don't update on the day, have a happy thanksgiving and be with those you love.

-token

show!

2008-11-18T16:07:08Z

hey come see The Man Who Came to Dinner at gorham campus Russel Theater
tickets are 5 for students 10 for adults, shows are thursday, friday, and saturday at 7:30 and sunday at 2pm. We close sunday so hopefully those that want to can come see it. Show has been going well.

hope ya all get to see it!

Change (for better or for worse)

2008-11-06T19:19:40Z

"It's funny, looking at me you wouldn't be able to tell that I'm not really here at all."

I have to do something about this, I just keep ignoring it and hoping it will work out fine. :-\

Also as everyone knows, Barack Obama won the election and come January he will be sworn in as our President. I'm very excited. Don't get me wrong, I'm not an Obama zealot, heck he might not be the change we need, but he is definately bringing about the opportunity for change that this generation wants. He's a figurehead to make the younger generation pay attention and be interested in politics, and if he fucks up royally, then it will teach our generation some humility and to be more informed next time. like the title says, there will be change for better or for worse.

in other news, The Man Who Came to Dinner opens next friday and runs until Nov. 23rd. I have a small role in it but its still a good play and if you have the time i highly recomend seeing it.

its raining very hard right now

til next time.

-token

*EDIT* oh i also found out that theres no possible way for me to pass drama lit. 1 now so that makes 3 drama lits in a row that i've failed. I'm going to be trapped at USM forever.
FUCK!

its quite warm out for nov 1st

2008-11-01T15:53:38Z

woke up this morning to a friend puking in a pot and a hole in my dinning room wall from our downstair neighbor's head.
all signs point to a good first party at the apartment.

had a good halloween.

down in MA for today and tomorrow visting Jess. Should be a good time. ^_^

go vote on tuesday!

and...

2008-10-23T20:58:22Z

its okay, i'm pretty sure things are going to be okay. I just have to work twice as hard to make sure i never give you a reason to doubt me again.

sucker punch to my heart

2008-10-22T15:21:18Z

so this feels exactly the same as it did right before things fell apart with Kat. Dear god don't let it go that way again. I don't think I can take it if it happens again.

am i cold and distant? do i just not show my emotions enough? i always thought that i showed too much of my emotions.

I've felt sick and heavy hearted all day, i slept like shit last night and now I have to try and focus enough to take this History exam in a 30 minutes. everything else seems so dull, lacking, like its a dream. just our conversation seems real, and the only way i know it wasn't a bad dream is because it hurts too much.

i know things seemed to be worked out when all was said and done and dead, but there's something in your tone when you called me for the last time, something that i heard in your voice that i heard in her voice that just fills me with dread.

ultimately its out of my hands, i've done and said everything that i can, now i just get to wait.
wait in another state once again while a woman i love ponders my fate from a distance.

bad poetry oh no-etry

2008-10-21T18:46:18Z

Lying in bed I trace

Trails slowly up your arm

Like an explorer through a jungle

Searching for the secrets of El Dorado.

I say I love you.

Slowly you look up and

Seeing me you ask me

What I said.

“Nothing” I reply.

You were miles away

Lost in a forest of thought.

-Hands exercise

Frustration grips at me

And I rip at my skull.

My fingers smell like me and

I want to tear out chunks of my hair.

Or better still, lop it all off,

But something stops me.

The memory

Of you

Telling me

How beautiful

My hair is

Long.

-Frustration

The incense burns

And the ash grows longer

Balancing carefully with the unburnt.

Finally falling, losing form into nothing.

How similar we are to incense.

-Ash

I’m taking the train,

Riding to Boston for the weekend.

Total travel time: 2 hours.

I’m young and impatient,

2 hours!

“We’d make better time if we didn’t have to stop

for someone once we got going,”

I complain.

“Yes, but that’s how things are” my neighbor states,

And I know he’s talking about more than trains.

-Train #1

Scenery rushes past the windows,

A blur of gold, yellow, red, and orange.

Cranberry bogs and salt marshes.

Fields of grass or water.

This is my life rushing past me

As I speed to another part of my existence.

She’s just two states away.

-Train #2

burlp?

2008-09-24T21:10:06Z

so sadly i won't be able to get down to NYC this weekend like i'd originally planned. oh well perhaps another time where i can visit for longer then just 24 hours.

However,

this weekend= Spending Thursday night and Friday down in MA then work saturday and sunday
next weekend= Cake at Colby College then work saturday and sunday

Also next week begins the month of October. For those of you that've read my rantings before know how much i approve of this month, and rest assured there will be at least one halloween/ costumed party.

more details to come.

suggestions on the theme?

-token

also I'm like this close ::holds two fingers very close together:: to getting the first few chapters of my comic together. Now to find an artist ::ponders::

Breathing Never Felt So Right...

2008-09-08T21:22:05Z

so the apartment thing is going well. i'm really digging having a place to call my own. as of right now i need to find a job closer to where i live, because busing into westbrook every weekend is going to suck. also i need a bike. paid first month's rent, now i have the joy of being broke until my next paycheck (which isnt til this friday). ugh.

feeling very stress lately but I'm dealing. a lot of reading and a project due tomorrow that i just can't concentrate on. its really starting to upset me. It's funny, i think of all that i've been through in the last 5 years and something as simple as reading Antigone could very well be the thing that breaks me.

yesterday at work my dad texted me basicly saying that one day one of us won't be here anymore and it'll be too late to say the important things. also that he loved me and that i've been on his mind lately. I just didn't know what to say in response. later on he called me and we talked for a half hour. i havent spoken to him in over a year and all i get is a half hour. i hate him so much sometimes for the mixed signals he keeps sending me, and as much as i hate him sometimes i can't help but pine for his approval and attention. he told me that i sounded like i had a good plan in life and that he was proud of me and i couldn't help but feel good. i just don't know.

lately i've also been thinking about the past. past characters in my life. i've also come to the conclusion that i do NOT like who i was as a person. I mean i couldn't have been totally evil because of the good friends i made at the time but i just got reflecting on what i was like and it disgusted me. i used a lot of people and said and did things that are so uncharacteristic of me that I am just shocked and apalled. i thought of people that i called friends and people that were more. tried doing a tarrot reading about it but my mind was too preoccupied with money that my readings focused mostly on that. I called Kat on her birthday to wish her a happy one. I got her voice mail, which i think is for the best because i don't know what i would've said to her if she'd actually answered. i still feel so weird about some things. sometimes i just...

in other news things are going well with Jess. Shes got an internship at a theatre down in her next of the woods doing costuming. not what she was aiming for but its a start. shes pretty jazzed for it. on the downside she wont be able to come up for a month while she's doing it. Nothing big compared to not seeing her for most of the summer. i will deal.

sometimes my head feels all floaty and i catch myself wondering why I'm trying to hold onto it so tightly.

Also i've been writing a lot more. nothing coherant but just a lot of scenes and snipits that pop into my head.

Man:"What were you doing in that den of vipers anyway?"
Woman:"I was looking for a king cobra."

like i said nothing coherant just thoughts.

writing

whatever

comes

to

mind...

-token

Also might i recogmend Slings and Arrows, a delightful show especially if you're into Theatre.

hardwood floors are slippery

2008-08-30T16:08:11Z

So i'm like 98% moved into the new apartment. its pretty sweet here and hopefully i'll be able to load up some pictures soon. i dont have internetz here yet, but jess' laptop is picking up some (even though mine isn't). anyways jess came up thursday night and helped me move in all day yesterday. Tom also helped a ton with his minivan so that saved us a lot of time trying to stack boxes and the like. also he helped me go pick up the bed that karli gave me. today i gotta go get a few apartment neccesities such as trash buckets and a broom, but i'm trying not to buy too much because luke is moving in monday and sadie is bringing back a ton of stuff from her folks place up in pitsfield. already i have to pretty sweet chairs, a recliner, dinner table, and some other things.

gotta remember to buy lightbulbs too

so in other news im still struggling a bit for cash, but my loan got accepted so that means i'll have some soon (hopefully). in the mean time i just need like 500 bucks (no big deal) in a soonish manner. hopefully i can swing this. also i found out last night the other dishwasher at Casa Nov. quit yesterday instead of showing up so now its just me and Dean there. i guess im gonna have to work a lot more and by myself more often O_o

gotta drop off my application to the USM Library too.

well thats mostly it for now, today im planning on hanging out with Jess most of the day and unpacking. tonight who knows?

til then
-token

oh, btw

2008-08-23T06:46:23Z

i have an apartment and i move in next weekend.

Alex Kopack
7 Huntress St.
Portland, ME 04102

i think >__>

anywho, more info to follow